| Location | Washington, Tyne And Wear |
| Age | 7 years |
| Cause of Death | Asthma Attack |
| Date of Birth | 01/05/1994 |
| Date of Death | 19/11/2001 |
| Visitors | 3,255 since 19/09/2008 |
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This is my cousin Sarah, who went to sleep on the 19th Novemember 2001. Aged 7
When sarah was alive, she was a little bugger!Won't make a secret of it! I used to call her a brat because she was always screaming, being a pest and generally being a tazmanian devil! She used to get on my nerves!
And then she died...and I tell you, I would give anything to have an hour with that little monster just one more time. I miss her so much, even though she died 7 yrs ago the pain never goes away. I still dream about her, can still smell her scent and hear her voice in my head. Aside from being a "brat" she was a funny little thing, could make anyone laugh. She used to pick flowers (normally council flowers) and go round knocking on people's door's selling them for a quid!haha She used to make a fortune!
She loved Animals and Disney films.We would spend hours stuffing our faces with sweets she had pinched from the fridge (haha)and sit and watch disney after disney. Her favourite was Mulan. Everyone think's it was the Lion King but I asked her once which one she liked and she said Mulan cos the "songs were funny" :)
I remember about a year before she died she was sleeping at my house and climbed into my bed and starting talking about her wedding and how her dad was going to give her away and I was going to be bridesmaid etc, She was only 6! I could'nt help but laugh and nudge her in the shoulder and tell her not to wish her life away,not realising she only had one year left on this earth.Then we cuddled up in bed and went to sleep. Next morning she was sat on my stomache with her hands clasped round my cheeks saying "Nicola wake up" in a stupid voice and giggling her head off!Once when I came out the bath she was hiding in my room, jumped out of nowhere, grabbed my towel off me and ran off down the stairs! Haha the little bugger! :) I wish I had done more with her, like when she would pester me for ages to play with her, being a 14 yr old kid I didn't want to play with barbies! But looking back I wish I had, because I would have created some lovely memories for me to hold and keep forever.
The memories I do have of her are priceless. I can still remember her cheeky grin, her infectious laugh and her talent for annoying the hell out of me!I'll treasure her 6th birthday party, she didnt look like a tomboy for once she was all dressed in pink and looked like a little princess. She was dancing round the garden to "My boy lollipop". For some reason I couldn't take my eyes off her.She looked so sweet and innocnet. I'll never forget that. I didnt realise just how much I loved her until she was gone...the pain I carry around is unbearable so I dread to think how her parents and brothers feel. I miss her so much and would trade my own life to bring her back, even if it was just an hour, just to cuddle her again and have another wrestling match (which she always won!)
Last time I saw her was bonfire night round at her dad's house. We were dancing round the garden with Sparklers, and Sarah being Sarah put her hand over the end and burnt her palm! haha
I miss you so much Sarah, accepting it does get easier over the years but the actual loss of missing out on so much of you is unbearable. When I think of you I laugh and remember the good times, other times I cry floods.
I hope your happy in heaven with Nana Margaret, surrounded by all the fluffy animals you loved and I know one day I will see you again.
In the mean time, Sleep tight angel. I love you x
I love you
She was lovely. I wasn't really able to think about what was happening. I was just there. When I saw her for the last time, it didn't seem like the last anything. I don't remember going home. Unlocked the door, closed all my windows. Took a bath. I sat. I listened to the phone ring and went to bed. It was that day again, and then it wasn't. This was several times happening. Sometimes I'd reach out to touch her face so I'd know I wasn't alone. Someone said that the pain would go away but I'm not sure that's where I want it to go. It's how I feel her most sharply, and without it...Every move I make echos because she's not here. Beauty that never really goes away. It's not something you could wait out as it disappears, nothing ever really just disappears. My mind still clings to the image of her. Love grows far beyond the physical person. It finds it's deepest meaning in her spiritual being, her inner self. Whether or not she's actually present...Somehow it's important to me. She's gone and I can't do anything about it. and thats the hardest part, is when you can't do anything about it when you know you want to and you know you would if you could but your happy, your happy because atleast shes still smiling.... I love you
What kind of place would heaven be with all its streets of gold, if all the souls, that dwell up there like yours and mine, were old? How strange would heaven’s music sound when harps begin to ring, if children were not gathered ‘round to help the angels sing. The children that God sends to us are only just a loan, He knows we need their sunshine to make the house a home. We need the inspiration of a baby’s blessed smile. He doesn’t say they’ve come to stay, just lends them for a while. Sometimes it takes them years to do the work for which they come. Sometimes in just a month or two our Father calls them home. I like to think some souls up there bear not one sinful scar. I love to think of heaven as a place where children are.
xxx
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I know it’s hard and painful now
And your heart is truly breaking
But I just wanted you to know
As time goes on it will stop aching
I did not leave you there alone
I’m closer now than ever
I’m in your thoughts
Your mind and dreams
I’ll be with you forever
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Unknown
Do you think?.............
Do you think that I am over it
Better than before
Maybe I've forgotten
Doesn't hurt me anymore?
♥
Do you think that I am doing fine
No tears are shed each day
Get up and just get going
Pain has all but gone away?
♥
Do you think that I am coping
Living life just as you do
If that's what you imagine...
You don't have a single clue.
♥
I cope, I cry, and I deny
I've learned how I must hide
Keep everything within me
Bottled up deep down inside.
♥
I can't be who I was before
I've changed I'm someone new
It happens when you have a loss
You would be different too.
♥
I'm so misunderstood each day
To tired to explain
Not over it, or better
Simply put... I'm not the same.
♥
And will never be because you left me.
Author Unknown
x X x Happy Birthday Sarah x X x
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do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
A Special Birthday
(author unknown)
Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!
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so sorry
my heart goes out to yous what a beautiful wee girl she was so lucky to have a loving family she will be missed so much by yous all she would have grown up and been a wee heart breaker instead yous are left broken hearted for that im truly sorry my thoughts are with all your family xxxxx
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love to all your family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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